How I Lost MySelf in Motherhood and Found Myself Again
Part 3 of our 4-part Motherhood Series. Erinâs story, How I Lost MySelf in Motherhood and Found Myself Again , is a deeply honest reflection on what happens after the baby arrives⌠when the expectations fade, the exhaustion sets in, and the version of yourself you once knew feels harder to reach. This isnât a story about not loving your child. Itâs a story about loving your child and struggling with the quiet loss of identity that can follow. In our live conversation, Erin opens up about postpartum mental health, colic, medical uncertainty, isolation, and the emotional weight of feeling responsible for everything â while slowly realizing she no longer recognized herself. She talks about the pressure to âbounce back,â the guilt that comes with needing space, and the long, uneven road back to purpose.